Someone's Confused Kitchen - The Quest for Mr. Salt and Mrs. Pepper

This is my last video adventure. Have fun!

Puppies

Long hair

Short hair

Curly little mess.

Dark eyes

Light eyes

I love them all the best.

Long snout

Short snout

Smushed little face.

Pointy ears

Floppy ears

You stumble full of grace.

Short and stubby

Long and curly

Your tail tells all the tales.

Loud bark

Quiet bark 

Screechy little yip!

White teeth

Pointy teeth

All smiles no nip.

Soft and silky

course and rough

I will pet you all the same.

Tug-of-warring

Stick fetching

or just plain boring.

 I love every single solitary one.

And everyone loves me. 

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You shot someone today,

And she looked just like me

You heard the crack

Before I felt the snap of myself.

You cut me to the quick!

The granite stillness of my limbs

The silent croaking chill.

You used me and you destroyed me for a muse.

I could applaud her for her achievement

Though it ends in my bereavement

It failed its assignment.

You heart, the cursed thing,

It only sorrows bring. 

Lone Heart

The pale rosy glow

Of winter’s cruel cold

Elegantly paints you skin.

Though I stand by

Heart in my throat, at the sight

My eyes proceed to roam.

Too entrances to leave,

Too embarrassed to stare.

My hands, ah! How they tremble.

Is it discernable? Aye, I fear it so,

My girlish blush betrays me.

My knees turn to butter

My thighs do quake,

I fear they can’t hold my weight.

With sentence half finished.

Heart too full, my hunger unyielding

I turn away.

Though my body does exit

your exquisite presents

my heart and my mind remain.

With sighs un-uttered,

And desires un-gained

I let my lone heart

Erode away. 

If You Are

I don’t know where you are

If you are

The thought of you brings me up.

I don’t know who your are

Where you are

The thought of you tears me down.

How can someone I have never met

Bring me so much pain.

If you don’t exist I will cease to be

But if you continue to be out of my life

I shall not know how to be.

I don’t even know the color of your eyes

The sound of your voice

Or the sight of your face

But you are what keeps me breathing.

And I don’t know where you are

If you are

The thought of you brings me up.

Or tears me down.

Public Schools

Little soldiers one, by, one,

Sand, in, line,

No-one thinking,

No-one hearing,

One, by, one.

Little pencils

Stand erect, at the teacher’s desk,

No-one thinking

No-one caring,

One, by, one.

Hearts are crushed,

Dreams are dust,

No hu-man-ity,

No-one caring,

No-one seeing,

One, by, one. 

What to do..what did I do?

Another year has come and gone, and I'm not quite sure what I did to spend the time. I know I was busy all year, but I feel as if I have nothing to show for it. I guess that means I'm an unsatisfied creature by nature. But at the same time I feel as if there is some validity to my feeling, as if I've done noting of worth all year. If you were take a picture of my situation now, and compare it to that of the beginning of last year, I'm afraid there would not be that much of a difference.

• I'm not working regularly.
• The books I wrote aren't selling.
• I'm still in junior college.
• I live with my family.
• I love my dog.
• I love my family (yes, in that order).

This leaves me wondering whether or not I made any good choices last year. However, when I decided to look deeper, it's starts to look a little better.

Last year I:

• Made the choice to pursue acting and modeling. I made connections and money in acting, and I met a lot of people that I now consider to be friends. I had no such luck with modeling.
• Worked a seasonal job at a clothing store. I made some money and one friend doing that.
• I finished my second year of studying French at my junior college and have since then made it my goal to travel to France this summer. 
• I took and aced the last math class I will ever have to take in my life. 
• I published another book. 
• I doubled to tripled the work experience I had on both my acting and my regular resume in one year.

I suppose with these two lists in mind, I have to decided which one is the most important and that will help me focus my energy for the upcoming year, and maybe that first list will start to get a little shorter than last year.